I Don't Understand

I dont understand
why poeple hate me
why they make fun of me
why i feel alone
why i cant live my own life?

I dont understand
why i hurt so much
why i get hit at home
why i\'m scared
why i am hurt at home?

I dont understand
why I\'m treated like a slave
why i am not dead
why things have to be different for me
why i am so quiet?

I dont understand
why i have no friends
why i have to be different
why i am suicidual
why i am misunderstood?

I dont understand
why poeple dont understand me
why i stick out in the crowd
why i hurt so
why i am not accepted for who i am?

i dont understand
why its all happening to me
why things are fine outside but not inside
why it hurts
why i feel this way?

I dont understand
why guys hurt me
why i am left alone
why they dont care
why dont people care?

I dont understand
why i am teased
why they pick on me all the time
why people call me names
why people tell my secrets?

I dont understand
why i sit alone in my room
why my dad left
why my family fights
why i am the way i am?

But most of All
why i am ugly
why i am not perfect like everyone else
why i am here
why i am not happy.