Final Longing

When i first met him,
he made my heart race,
He made me happy,
he put a smile on my face.

But after a while,
things got out of control,
I think that fate
was taking its toll.

The goodbyes were longer,
and seemed of more demand,
He would get really into it,
and would "misplace" his hands.

There was much less talking,
and "I want to get to know you",
I knew where this was headed,
and either way I was going to lose.

He told me that he might love me,
I didn't answer back,
How could I,
when the sincerity I would lack?

The more that he touched me,
the more I wanted out,
I wanted this to end,but
it would take long, I had no doubt.

I was longing to be out,
can't you see,
I knew he and I
were never meant to be.

Whenever I was with him,
I only longed for you more,
can't you see,
youre the one I've been waiting for.

All this time
I was with him, not you,
But with you's the only place,
that my heart could be true.

Longing to be out,
for so very long,
Finally, it's over,
I'm so happy, but what's wrong?

My forever longing
has been fulfilled,
Yet my kindled heart
has just been re-killed.

I've been trying to tell you,
how I've felt for so long,
But you return nothing more,
than a simple, small hug.

How could you be so blind,
to the feelings I've been showing,
(oh yeah)
It's because I was blind
to your feelings,
and oh so mean too.

Now I'm alone,
all I want to do is cry,
For without your love,
I feel that I should die.

Here's my last wish,
my one final longing,
I hope you would soon see,
that with you is
where I belong