Why do i feel like this
this feeling like nobody wants me
i feel unloved
so hurt
if they just knew i i felt
sometimes i just fel like cutting ma veins
itz not like they would care anyway
or would they really?
i feel like crap
for once i would like to feel needed
but i doubt that it is evr gonna happen
sometimes i think the best thing to do is to commit suicide
i feel like i dont belong here
like all i do i hurt the ones i love the most
i alwayz bring them down with me
but i guess i deserve this
i just dont feel like living anymore
i love my family to death, and sometimes i wonder if they love me back
im alwayz the odd one out, like the one they dont care about
sometimes i think im just gonna do them a favor and just go
i dont wanna keep hurting nobody else
i feel guilty all the time i dont know why
maybe because evrythin i do is wrong
people just feel sorry for me
but i dont want their sympathy
i just wana die
every night i cry myself to sleep
why?
maybe cuz i kant take this any longer
i feel like one of these days im gonna go through with wat i said
im srry to evrybody im hurtin
especially to ma family
srry fo bothering you
for being what i am
for being born
plz forgive me
