I'm falling out

I'm so tired of everything and everyone
this place this thing called love
i smile so no one knows
but i just can't be happy
my smile fades at night
and thats when i know I'm not alright
not as close to anyone as i used to be
just pushing everyone so far away from me
especially now when i need them the most
whats so wrong with me
these people used to be so close
i don't even know
how can anyone help me now
I'm falling out
just deeper and deeper
it gets worse everyday
i just wish there was a way
that something would help