Not what I wanted

THE BLOOD IS RUNNING
ALL OVER THE FLOOR
ITS NOT WHAT I WANTED
BUT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE
BLOOD ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR
ALL OVER BY MY FEET
ITS FEELS LIKE I FOUND MY WAY OUT OF A GAME I COULDNT BEAT
MY BODIES GOING NUMB
FROM THE GASHES IN MY WRISTS
ALL THE PAIN IS GONE
MY HANDS ARE IN FISTS
MY KNEES BEGIN TO BUCKLE
MY LEGS ARE GETTING WEAK
I FALL TO MY KNEES
WHILE THE GASHES STILL LEAK
I\'M LOOSING ALL MY SENSES
ALL MY MEMORIES FADE
MY EYES JUST WONT STAY OPEN
I GUESS I REALLY PAID
THIS WASNT WHAT I WANTED
BUT I JUST COULDNT TAKE IT NO MORE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
LYING LIFELESS ON THE FLOOR
I\'M FINALLY RELIEVED AND DONT HAVE TO FACE ANOTHER DAY
MAYBE NOW THEY\'LL OPEN THEIR EYES TO SEE WHEN EVERYTHINGS NOT OK.