I wished and wished for love

Why do i feel like crap?
I wanted him so bad,
but now it\'s just a deep gap
and i feel so sad

I wished i could have him
to cherish and love him with a soul,
Now the light seems so dim
I feel like a block of coal.

He seemed like a good guy
and such a sweet one
now that love is passing by
Because of an awful tongue.

Why wasn\'t it possible
i thouhgt it was real.
Pretend i\'m a box of \'kibble\'
and feed me to a cat as a meal.

Couln\'t he have given me one hug
to make me feel loved?
He gave me pain & i feel like a bug
I wanted him to show and effort to pretend he cared.

i thought it was a simple task
just one hug
that\'s all i asked!
Now i could yell ugh...

It\'s pain that\'s all
It\'s time to fall.
I guess i\'ll leave
Instead of looking like a dweeb.