It's dark outside
I can hear the rain pouring down
I can feel the rain on my cheeks
But it's not the rain
It is my tears
I close my eyes
Telling my self
Don't cry, It's not worth it
A knew you were a player
But you said your feeling were true
And I was stupid enough to believe in you
You were a player back then
You are a player now
I look around in my room
Trying to find something
Just something
There, lying just right there
A dagger, my own beautiful dagger
I reach out a hand to grab it
But then take it back
It's not worht it
My tears has stopped
And I look around again
The dagger, it really is beautiful
I reach out a hand to grab it
And his time I take it
I look at it, not knowing what to do
Then I put the dagger to my arm
Like so many times before
I don't scream
I don't cry
When the red is leaving me
Once again, I'm free
The pain from the cut is nothing
Not compared to the pain in my heart
I trusted you
But you let me down
I take a deep breath to clear my mind
Looking at the dagger in my hand
Filled with blood
It is so dark
I throw the dagger away
Look at my arm
I can feel my tears burning
It doesn't really hurts
I knew this was coming
But I couldn't believe it
And now, it is so dark....
