Have you ever?

Have you ever?
Have you ever woken up and found yourself falling apart
Touching the bed that you have laid on for so long
Feeling like nobody is there to catch you
Looking at your past life as it disappears in the distance
Smelling the fresh air as it goes away from you
Have you ever thought about what will happen to you
In the future
At school
At home
When there is no body else to talk to
When you realize that you are alone
Have you ever listened to someone yell at you
Insult you
Make you feel low
Have you ever wondered if there is anything else to look forward to
Anything to hold on to
Anything to look at
Anything to care about
Have you ever?