Something Fake or Real?

You words bring to me tears
flash backs of our past
while nothing can be mentioned here
like memories escaping a bottle of glass

it was the classic i love you game
when your words were tossed around
you said it so often, and i believed
that my smile couldn't turn upside down

I'm sorry for believing and not letting go
suspicion raised in me but i wanted to hold on
but now nothing else matters
whats are we left to do?

I'm only throwing around my words
i still don't know what i feel
is this emotion i embrace
something fake or real?