That night

To see her like this it tares me apart,
To see her fade away and just die,
I feel a knife gone though my heart.
As she lies with no breath I hear myself cry.
No longer moving as the nightmares come,
I thought this had to be our good-bye.

All I could think about was you completely gone,
In my head I screamed and screamed,
As I thought of you re-born.
In my heart I felt a pain,
Like it had just been torn.
I would never forget this awful night,
As I sit with you and mourn.

I’ve never in my life ever been that scared.
If Jullian wasn’t there to help,
There’s no-way in hell that I would have bared.
I always thought that it would be funny,
That I wouldn’t have even cared.
But now I’ve woken up to myself,
I missed the friendship that we shared.

All because of that rum and beer,
I could’ve lost my best friend.
To my heart you are so dear,
I’m sorry for what I did.
Memory of that night brings a painful tear.
Seeing what happened to you,
I despise that rum and beer.