I just thought it would be another escape route
One that wouldn't put my life in such danger
But all it's done is make me crazy
I can't handle life without it
Take it in a situation
I was with a group of people
And all I could think about was it
All I could focus on was how to get some
And when the phone call wouldn't answer my prayers
I thought my life was over
I didn't even want to go on anymore
Without out it I'm useless
I can't be someone without it
I know you'll all betray me
You've showed me already that you don't like the things I do
But what I do is who I am
People don't see that when they look at me
They think I'm different
But really I just don't know how to be
Thinking it was just another escape is wrong now
Because when I don't have it
I'm even more a danger to myself
I don't think I can make it
People say I should quit
But if I do, I'm gone
I can't make it without it
It's an addiction
I'm addicted
And if I don't have it
I will die
