Goodbye!!

The midnight moonless sky is black
My heart’s cold because of the feelings I lack

All I want is to be in your arms
Be enchanted by all of your charms

I know that you love me, but not in that way
So I try hard to keep my emotions at bay

I don’t want to live my life without you
But you want me as a friend, unfortunately this is true

At night I would cut my wrist
Because watching you with her would always get me pissed

I want to be more than just your friend
But because of her, everyday I have to pretend

I don’t blame her for loving you
I only wish that you would understand that I do too

I made you a promise that I would cut no more
but now as my tears continue to pour

I take out my razor and picture your face
my heart starts to beet at an unusual pace

I cut deep into my arm to bring out my blood
a warm, dangerous, crimson flood

Finally I sink onto my knees
As, from my body, my life finally fleas

Thank you for being with me for all of these years
Thank you for stopping so many of my tears

Im sorry I could not stay to be your friend
My feeling I just had to apprehend

Thank you for being here to here my goodbye
now it is finally time for me to die.