Unnoticable Suicide

If I were in the hospital would you come to visit?
Would you even care?
Would you give me perquisite?
Or at least stop and stare

Its ok I've been alone for a long time
But yet I'm not used to it
I still sit outside and listen to the wind chime
And I still wish you would care just a little bit

Maybe I'll just place my hand over yours
Maybe you'll feel it this time around
Can you feel my heart pour?
Because from you I can't hear a sound

I live to make others happy
That's all I'm good for
Boost your ego and make me feel crappy
I'm the only person I'm not here for

I try to die everyday
Humorous stunts that make me numb
I try to die because of all the things you say
They all think I'm dumb

Really I'm taking the only way out I can see
Drugs have lost their touch
And soon you'll never see me
Because I hate myself just that much