Last night I said"I Love You"
Now you treat me like I'm two
So what is and what isn't true
Oh god,please tell me what to do
I Have to be true
I just have to heal
Do i look like i have the flu?
because thats how i feel
After last night im so unsure
Do you love me?
Is this really an OK deal?
Is this how its always gonna be?
Yours the answer to my prayers
and exactly what i was looking for
Your in my thoughts and cares
Is the same thing gonna happen as before?
I don't think i could handle it
because you have a special place
It would hurt a great bit
so now i sit here and imagine your face
At the moment I'm not sure
how serious do i really wanna get?
there is a hole that "another" tore
that i just wanna forget
With all those lies he told
Should i be sad?
They just started to all unfold
For that should i be glad?
We were together for a year
Now am i to fear
Because i never shed a single tear
and never whispered "I Love You" in his ear
How could I forget that year in my life?
I don't want to remember anymore
Don't worry I will never cut myself with a knife
though the memories will always remain deep in my core
So now I understand
that I really do love you
No its not a command
therefore, it most be true
Just promise one thing
That you will never lie
Never give me a promise ring
brake my heart and then make me cry
~Valerie
This was the 1st poem that i ever wrote and it isn't at all good...but don't me to mean.It is basically a transition from my old boyfriend to my new boyfriend. It is sort of hard to understand for an outside reader because no one knows exactly what happened and what I'm talking about but oh well.
