13 year old suicide

Don't say you understand
my life because you
don't
Don't say it will be alright because it wont
This pain inside will never end
How come i never blend
No one puts me in a place
come on throw it in my face
Your never there when i need you
You never care when i bleed for you
God please help me
Don't rename me
someone cant come and save Me
Just let me die by suicide
This is my letter to say goodbye