My beautiful baby girl

It's now been a year and a bit since you left my life, baby girl i love you always and forever.

I remember that day like it was yesterday, him pushing me through the door and kicking my tummy, i prayed so much he wouldn't hurt you.

I tried to protect you but he kept hitting me i became weaker and weaker, until i passed out an hour later i woke to a dark cold room scared not knowing where i was.

I was bleeding so bad i had to find a phone, an ambulance came and i thought i was safe, "you will have to deliver her now shes getting worse".

20 minutes later a beautiful Lil girl lay sleeping in my arms, "shes got 10 minutes to live at the most that is". Thats the moment my heart shattered.

She was fading fast, i was hurting so bad she died right there in my arms that day, baby girl always know that mommy loves you.

*hey i was raped, drugged and beaten for over 8 months, I now have a loving boyfriend and getting my life back together*