R.i.p Ahmed

You were all i ever needed right were i needed you to be
why the hell did they have to come, and snatch you away from me?
with no1 else beside me, had no1 else to care
no1 to help me talk about all the memories that we shared
trying to move on with my life, but without u it was hard
with everyones lil comments and petty lil remarks
seeing all those coffins, and Reading your headstone
then it hit me in the head, that i was really on my own
no1 understood me, my life, mi dream, mi fears
no1 to put a smile on mi face or to catch all of my tears
i still miss you, so much words cant begin to explain,
yet i still sit here thinking about u
and the way u used to smile aha
Theres always someone you find in life,
that makes you so happy to be alive,
there always there when you need them,you don't need to ask,
they lead you the way and take off your mask
happy or sad,they don't care
your there everything,a true friend
at times when your scared,you find it hard to ,
that one is always there,they never b
he was an angel,a shinning star,
although hes gone,hes never far
i see the birds,I'm reaching out for a dove,
love me,protect me,lead me above!!
As every wave comes crashing down I begin to breakdown.
The sun is falling and my heart is calling, Calling for my one and only because I'm so lonely.
As I Fly away and stroll down the highway to see you for the last time, I remember the past times.
I'm stuck in the depths of my heart trying to see God's art.
Lost with every tear but found with every fear.
All my tear's begin to fall, as you dried my eyes and told me to give it my all.
I open my eyes and find I'm all alone.
As the cold sand creeps in between my toes I feel the wind begin to blow.
I close my eyes, I here your voice as the wind blows by I open my eyes and look to the sky.
My eyes were dry as I realized it was time and I said my good-byes.
just know that I will always love you and that one spot in our hearts is all yours=(

*Just needed to express my self before i do something ill regret
its just not the same wit out him
i really missed him i know hes smiling down at me...i really miss him*

P.s~see u soon ='(