MY AMBITION

Your my ambition,
your my goal,
your my obsession...
but you cured my soul.

I've tried to clean up from my past,
and I've stopped my addicting sin,
but in your eyes I'm still last,
and in your heart I'm still not in.....

I've tried to get close to you,
but you some times walk away,
or I loose my words,
or your friends stay..

there should be a reason.
that i cant seem to find
why my confidence always seems to hide

i want to see the smile
that will bring me to life
but i am too afraid
of what you may think inside

i am at a loss of words
as i stated before...
it seems i am in a different world
when i am around you I'm not me any more

but still i keep the hope
that i will be yours,
i don't want my feelings to be obvious
yet i want you to know
that every time you talk to me my love for you grows