I'm so boggled...
I feel so confused...
So many new things...
So little time to think...
I don't know what is going on...
I don't know how I feel...
I'm lost and scared...
I fear for what I am turning into...
I don't know who I am anymore...
What have I done to myself...
What am I doing to my future...
The spur of the moment things that have changed my life like that (in a blink of an eye)
What was I thinking...
I honestly don't know...but
I don't know what I think about afterwards now...
God..I wish I could figure out what is going on...
The thoughts of losing "stuff" over this scares me to death...
Why can't I be like myself again..
What am I turning into...
The spontaneous "things" have taken over my life..
and I don't know how I feel about them...
I need to step back and rethink...
What am I doing?
I just need time to think...I need something..or someone...
I just want to stop being boggled..
and living my life like I used to...
