Why am I Here

You said I was cheating but you know it was you lying and playing all these game leaving me in shame My girls telling me to move on but I'm like naw I'm stay here and be strong.Apart of me wants to leave the other wants to stay. If you love me you wouldn't do these things I guess that's what I get for not letting you in my jeans. I guess I'll just stay in this relationship and forget about the pain.