Each and everyday I go to class to class
I always smile
But when I am alone in the hallways
I walk slow I keep my head down
Tears form in my eyes and I hold on to my books like I have nothing else
I pretend like I am okay when people are around
They think I am happy
So I laugh I smile but if you look in my eyes
You can see the tears and all the pain
If you look close enough you can see a girl
A girl who is broken
Broken beyond repair
She pretends like its okay people buy it too
But if you really look at her
You see a girl who is dieing and just wants to be okay
A girl who wants to smile and laugh but not pretend while she is
A girl who wants to be herself and wants to stop crying
A girl who wants to live her life the best she can but shes not
Shes watching it pass her by more and more everyday
A girl who needs her life back to normalor she wont make it
This girl wants to be whole
She doesnt want a broken heart
This girl wants to be okay and really mean it no pretending
That girl is me and I want to be okay more then anything in this world
