DEAR MOM

Can you feel it in your soul maybe in your heart
Because of all your lies we are slowly torn apart

You looked me in the eye and told me wicked lies
And because of all your lies my soul slowly dies

I gave you all i could tried to show you the best in me
But you never stopped to think of who i really could be

I drifted of gently and let myself go
I started doing drugs and the evidence began to show

Theres cuts on my wrists and blood on my skin
You hit me and kicked me i have bruises on my shin

You slapped me and screamed telling me i was bad
Do you know how many times i cried how it made me mad

You always thought i was the worst
Never thought i could do better my world began to burst

The blood drips from my wrists onto my solemn hand
Every time you hit me i never knew where i would land

I'm sorry you made me hurt for the way you made me feel
Now every good moment without you i will quickly steal

love
Nikki