Youre all closed up.
screaming at the top of your lungs.
still no one hears you.
the reason you did this was to get some fun back.
you smoked it all to get some people who you thought would always be there for you.
maybe you shouldnt of gone, or maybe you should of thought it through.
it felt good to have one night for yourself though.
it was only 7 drinks and only 3 joints.
but in the morning the numbers always catch up to you.
your regret takes most of your time away.
and the guiltyness you feel overcomes you.
if you could take it back you would, because now it wasnt worth it
if only you could see, your my friend i love you with all my heart.
i even prayed for you, its up to you now.
but the 30 drinks and the 45 joints will catch up to you at the end.
