Fake

Force a smile
Fake a laugh
Control your temper
Just stay calm

Talk to him
Talk to her
Pretend that your happy
Pretend all is well.

Make sure it works
Make sure they cant see
Make sure the real me
Cannot be seen.

You wouldn't like me
Wouldn't understand
I'm not all that happy
No not at all.

This person
Its only half me
The other half is there
But doesn't say a word.

You'd say I'm a poser
Not really depressed
But you don't know
What goes on in my life.

I have these thoughts
There not very pleasant
And if i was to tell you
You'd think i was mental.

Maybe i am, I'm not sure
But please don't judge
Cause you don't know what goes on
Behind closes doors.