Remember

Today i still remember
the first death
it was the 19th of December,

this young boy i once knew
related some how,
my love for him grew,
but i have lost him now.

if i catch the man,
responsible for his death
i will have his every last breath.

he had no reason for taking away
the one precious thing i had till that day,
his reason he gave,
as he had forgotten his pills,
to this day the thought of him still makes me ill.

3 years he got for taking 3 lives,
i still hear it now the sorrows and sighs.
haunting my life everyday still,
when i first heard the news,
i was ready to kill.

now i remember the good times we shared
2 years on and I'm still not repaired,
but what about his mother, this young boy of sixteen
she was to identify him,
which must have felt dream.

i remember the funeral,
and the songs thy played,
i saw his coffin taken out
and the flowers i layed.

every step i take is the song he loved most
he inspired me to write this poem,
he was my host.