But Its Killing Me!!

by Realize   Mar 25, 2006


Do you trust me?
You answer yes
No second thoughts
No second guess

Inside I question not aloud
What would you do if I would leave?
Could you stand so tall and proud?
Or would you be helpless and only grieve?

I remember first seeing your heart
Entranced by its radiance
However it was torn and falling apart
Still I kept starring from the distance

At that moment I knew
I would do anything to keep that heart protected
Only by my own virtue
And until this day I held that vow untainted

Now, I ask did I make a mistake?
Have you become too dependent
Will I become apart of your heartache?
Will I be the hurt Ive tried so hard to prevent?

This tragedy is unavoidable
I must know without a doubt
That I am not in need to be shameful
And I have no reason to freak out

Im going to have to cut this short
I will not allow you to grow anymore attached
Because I know I wont always be your consort
And perhaps this pain wont be so bad, if we were detached....

Your lying! You dont mean it! You pleaded.
Masked my pain as I smiled so wicked
I never loved you ... I said as I muted
Because then I watched you as you wilted

I begin to feel the tears as they grew
When you screamed at me so angrily
I know this is hurting you
But its killing me!

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