A love given death

Crying a thousand tears
as she sat there on the floor
blood rushing from her wrist
while she thought of how she wanted more
she had always loved him
from the very start
she wanted more than anything
to give him her heart

he sat in his room
next to the phone
wanting to call her
not wanting to be alone
his hands were sweating
scared of what he was about to do
he was finally going to do it
he was going to say "i love you"

the phone started ringing
slowly she started to fade
she couldn't answer it
her mind has strayed
everything started going black
the world was dim
still all she could think about
was loving him

the phone just kept ringing
knowing something was wrong
he got into his car
for a drive that would take to long
he got there finally
and knocked on the door
not knowing what was upstairs
her bloody body on the floor

staring at her arm
one last time she closed her eyes
past out in her own blood
not knowing all the lies
he didn't want her to know
trying over the years to keep his secret
now knowing what she had done
that had become his biggest regret

everything was explained
after she was laid to rest
her friends had told him
how he didn't pass the test
she had tried giving him hints
secretly saying i love you
the next day he was found with nothing but a note
saying i loved her too