Take Me Away

Does anyone else get the feeling that they don't belong?
Feel like they don't fit in?
Like their parents don't get them?
And their friends don't even care?
And all the special people that enter your life,just leave straight away again?
Well, this is more of a feeling than a poem,but it's about that...

I can't wait to see a real smile on your face,
I say when looking at my reflection.
Maybe one day we can get out of this place,
And try again, aim for perfection.
I'm fed up of the looks we receive,
When I'm sitting alone at school.
Do they know I'm an emotional thief?
But it's only because they are cruel.
My family seems to hate me,
And my best friend has moved away.
I cut my wrists,just to see it bleed,
But live on to see another dull day.
My therapist says to take the pills,
They'll help to ease some pain.
Why take the pills at someone else's will?
Believe me,it carries on to rain!
I sit and chill to the sound of my songs,
Leaning against my bedroom door.
Sometimes I even sing along,
Not moving from my floor.
Spilling my blood and watching it go,
The colours start mixing on the rug.
I'm still watching it flow,
And all I really need is a hug.
Can nobody see the pain that I feel?
Is it all just so unreal?
Am I ever gonna feel alive?
Will I always survive?
I wake up and first thoughts of the day:
"Cr*p,I'm still here, why haven't I been taken away?"
Is that the way for a 16yr old to live?
Do I always have to take pain to give?
I want out of this world, but that would be selfish,
Maybe,just maybe I'll be OK.