I have so much pain in my life
I have to relieve it some how
There is one way if I just grab that knife
Just take that one step
And pull open that one drawer
Take it out
It won't hurt
I've done it before
Just one little cut
It won't hurt anything
I cut the first cut and think
"This didn't help, just one more"
I don't think about who i hurt
I only think about getting rid of the pain
I tell myself just one more
That's it just one
One turns into two
Two to three
I keep making them deeper and deeper
I keep going until there is no more room
I watch the blood fall
And know i did something wrong
I don't care
I have to get rid of the pain
Other people cause it and don't stop it
They must not care either
Death may come
But its a part of life
The pain can all be gone
With that one little knife
I know its not very good i haven't written in along time
