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by Katrina Mar 27, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
At age 8 your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over your lap.When you were 9 years old, he paid for music lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.When you were 10 years old he drove you all day from netball to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.When you were 12, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.When you were 13, he left your mother he tried to see you You thanked him by turning you back on him and walking away.When you were 14, he tried to call you You thanked him by not even bothering to answer your phoneWhen you were 15, he tried to spend time with you You thanked him by having your weekends booked upWhen you were 16, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him. You thanked him by telling him about the burden parents become to their childrenAnd then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOURHEART.