On the Surface

On the surface I seem happy
Deep inside I am crying
The words you used to hurt me made me cry
You said you had no sympathy
That made me cry more
You no longer walk my way
You no longer say my name
I see you every day
You just seem to ignore me and go the other way
You turn others against me
Leaving me all alone
I think this is what you wanted
For me to be alone
Now you got what you want I sit in the library all day long
Sitting staring
Wishing for this to end
All I wish is for you to see
That you were wrong and forgive me
I guess on the surface I look OK but deep inside I bleed
On the surface I may smile
I wish you could see all hurt deep inside

(I lost my best friend and then she told other people to leave me alone and not talk to me these are the feelings that have been building up inside of me since this happened 3 months ago. everything i said that has happened or is happening is true)