Desparation

It wasn't that long ago that you passed away
I can clearly remember the very day
Sometimes i regret how i treated you so
it didn't come to me then, but now i know
I should have remembered your the world to me
Its a locked up door and your the key
You were with me in times of sorrow and doubt
The times i would snicker, the times i would pout.
You just wanted to see me and have something to do.
But i had a life, better things than you.
As i look back i know my mistakes.
I had no i deal how much courage it takes.
To express your love and all you knew.
To someone so heartless, so cruel, and untrue..