So Lost But In Love

Yet time goes by day by day,

Yet the same things my heart will say,

They don't stray,

They don't seem to go away,

For deep inside they securely stay,

The things that make me want to die but yet live another day,

Things that I can't describe for you,

Things that my heart and feelings wishing they could do,

Give you my all and all u deserve,

Giving you all my body has left on reserve,

And wondering how this all will work out,

When all I want to do is scream and shout,

Why does it have to be like this day by day,

Why can't I hold you and love you the right way,

Though I have to respect the wishes of your parents,

Even though it's putting into a feeling like I have to be transparent,

Seeing through me with no thought of missing or love,

Just another boy for the world to shove,

Shove aside like he means nothing to it.

The more and more I think about it,

The harder the hit,

When I come to terms on what is going on,

I can't help but pray to hold your hand and look into your eyes that resemble to mournings dawn,

The time seems so long at hand,

And I'm not taking it with a fighting stand,

I'm letting it do it's worse,

And making this love seem like a curse,

I know in the end things will work or they wont,

Not saying that I hope they do or don't,

Saying I'm praying that we'll find our way,

Back to being together sometime, some day.