Lost part 1

After u left me my life was lost
i couldn't find a way to get by because at that moment i can do is cry i wondered way god had to take u his your creator so i guess since he made u he got jealous and had to take u but i got over it a lit bit but I'm still lost and heart deeply only before u left i told u how much u mean to me i know i should u hate throw the years but u know i don't hate u granny look at the tears I'm so lost I'm starting to fell fear as i go on living knowing your gone i was hopin god would have made a mistake the night and let you live on now i must go on in life with out u i can wait to get their granny i wont dout u but for now i got a whole in my hurt theirs a piece on me missing when i found out u was really gone that hurt my feelings but for right now I'm lost