My body feels so numb,
Because of all the failed attempts.
No matter how many times I try,
I'm still here.
From the force around my neck
and gavity pulling me down,
To the blood running down my arm,
With all the shattered glass in my room.
And all the pills in my bathroom.
Nothing seems to work.
I remember when I felt that burning sensation,
but you don't feel much pain after you adapted to it.
I long for the day I can no longer breathe,
and no longer have to face the daily bullshiet and nothingness in my life.
When no one will ever miss lead me again,
When I am no longer part of the world,
this cold harsh world that God had placed me upon.
