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by hiding behind a smile   Mar 28, 2006


Alone in my room crying,
cutting to release the pain
Parents do not know what I do
Do not know how I feel
Pretending that everything\'s alright
When someone asks what\'s wrong
Trying to fit in, trying to be happy
It never works though
Always feeling bad about myself
Trying to get someone to see
The pain I go through everyday
Trying to cry out to those who care
And those who wish to know
But I do not want to let my feelings
Go, hard to feel and hard to explain
this everyday pain
Through all this misery and all this
pain, it is hard to hide these feelings inside,
still pretending to be happy,
trying not to cut but everytime i try
I just cut deeper than before
Alone in my room crying,
cutting to release the pain
Watching the blood fall to the floor
OH this pain, please go away
what a pool of blood laying before
me from the blood of my wrists

**please comment and let me know what u think**

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  • 18 years ago

    by xo~heartsforeva~ox

    Thats exactly how I feel and you catch it very well in your words. I do cut and i have tried to stop but its harder to stop then i thought..
    If you ever need someone to talk to know that I am here for you. I know what you are going through. Thx for the comment.

  • 18 years ago

    by Lauren

    I feel like this too. and i used to cut...and i thought i stopped...but the other day everything was unbearable and i did it again. but that was the first time in a while...and hopefully the last.
    i hope you get through this ok.