There is a saying that says,
you don't know how much you
care about someone, until
they stop caring about you..
Well this is true, I didn't
Realize how much I cared about you
Until You were mad at me
Until You started ignoring me
Until You tore my heart in two
Until I found myself crying without you
Until You didn't want to see me anymore
Until Our friendship died
Until My nights turned into sleepless days
Of my crying and screaming
This pain is torturing me
I feel like hurting myself
The blade hitting my skin
Until I think about how
That would be pointless
So now I am a dead person walking.
You don't know how much
You not wanting to be with me affects me.
Dying Is my only option.
But I don't think you would care then either...
