All i wanted was the truth

I want the truth nothing more,
I can't stay with you if you keep acting like before,
You laughed and joked and hurted me inside,
This all to you was a joke and you didn't bother to hide,
It wasn't real and you didn't care,
I loved and you didn't, it wasn't fare,
If i started to go, you would beg me not to,
That lit was hard to express your self and and you would always tell the truth,
Yet you lied,
I know you know because you saw me cry,
You make me feel dumb and like i can't do anything by myself,
It always seems i need your help,
But it's part of your plan and i now know,
That staying with you will hurt me so i must go....

* It seems I'm always in a rush to make poems and this one just came in my head a few minutes ago.