Soul released

I take my shot,
and you take yours.
One shot, two shot, three shot. FLOOR.

I seem to pass out
and you say im winning.
You said you\'ll take care of me,
and make my head stop spinning.

As i lye in the bed,
so relaxed and relieved.
You turn off the light,
and tell me just breath.

I see you shake your friends hand,
then shut the door.
Then you unbuckle my belt,
and unzip my soul and make it pour.

You stripped away my dignity,
and all my clothes.
You made a man out of yourself,
but made me a ho.

After you were done,
another one came.
This one hurt me,
and put me to shame.

He grabbed me and shook me,
even made me scream.
I moaned and i jerked,
wishing everything was just a dream.

I thought it was over,
when the pain seemed to fade.
But sure enough i was wrong,
another came to make his day.

This one was slighty different,
he asked me if i hurt.
I was too weak to answer,
so i just nodded with a jerk.

He then stood up,
and went toward the door.
Looked down to the ground,
then came and did me once more.

I laid there helpless,
trying to come to a closure.
My night felt like hell,
but theres like pleasure.

I woke up the next day,
and noone was there.
There was blood on the sheets,
and i was shocked but noone cared.

I ruined my reputation,
im now called easy.
I hate my reflection!
and my life is so dizzy.

I hate who i am,
and i hate who did this to me.
Where were my friends?
I think soon must be the end!

I cant stand the way i now think,
and the nightmare of that night.
The truth of myself is now gone,
and i wish someone could make things right.

Last night was the past,
and tomarrow wont be much different.
How long will this disturbance last?
Today, tomarrow, forever in tormient!

Maybe one day i will let this go,
My soul is empty, and my dignity got stripped.
Im now just a ho,
and my everlasting unknown being is ripped.