I See It...

I see it.
You know I do.
It's the sign
That I'll be seeing you soon.

How soon?
Too soon.
It's not supposed to be like this,
Not during this hurtful tune.

The saddest song
Is playing right now.
Is it coincidence
That my heart is screaming "ow"??

The worst thing
Has just filled my sight.
The thing that used to excite me
Is now filling me with fright.

I'm scared
To say the least.
I'm scared
Of your awful beast.

This isn't supposed to happen.
Not like this.
It was supposed to be different this time,
What happened to my wish?

I guess it was tossed away.
I'm officially screwed.
And as I stare at this horrid sight,
I become unglued.

It's your getaway car.
In your parking space.
I can still see pieces of my heart
Splattered all over the place.

It's outside where we first met.
What do I do?
I try to move,
Was it hard for you too?

I can't go in,
But something is calling me.
I need to go in
I have to see.