Enthroned In My Heart

I was running everywhere
I was searching anywhere
And the depths of my pain collides
As the glow of the dark night subsides

I did'nt want to be awaken
As I felt my heart so broken
But hope gave me strength to survive
And faith as well helps me stay alive

The hymn I sing I thought he'd hear
But he is not here to wipe my tears
Is he that star I want to reach?
Or the precious gem I ever search?

Why do'nt I feel that he is near?
Am I just blind and filled with fear?
Only then I realized
That the man I fantasized

Is in a special place, in my heart enthroned.