Lately he\'s been sort of distant,
almost avoiding me altogether.
maybe it\'s because i keep pushing him away
when i really wish he\'d come closer..
i want to feel his warm breath on my face,
his soft eyes looking down on my cold ones...
i want to feel his arms around my waist
and mine around his because it
makes me feel safe, content, and untouchable.
i want to know that he\'s mine: only mine
as ive long been his: only his
i dont know why im so impossible
but he\'s just so... perfect
it seems wrong to care so much
but i\'m a stupid girl...
i don\'t listen well
he made me fall for him...
this feeling is surreal
and i have yet to figure out how to deal..
for now i\'m just the quiet girl
who won\'t let go of his arm..
maybe he\'s the one who\'ll understand,
who will accept me as i am
and love me for it too...
but these sorts of things require time
and i\'m not sure if he\'s patient...
he sees through my mask,
straight to all my insecurities..
there\'s still so much he doesn\'t know
but i\'m scared of driving him away...