Pain and depression

Pain is what I have always felt.
Slaps are what I have always got,
Blood is what I see all around,
Depression is what I go through,
Tears are what flow from my eyes,
Sorrows are what fill my heart,
Blade is what I hold always and
Death is what I dare face.

Please vote and comment on this poem. It is very short but I hope it has the emotion and feeling a depressed teenager goes through.
And If u people who are reading this have these kind of problems and need someone to talk to,please mail me and I can try helping you out.

Thank you.