Can't say goodbye

Why do I miss you so,
I don't know,
I want you back so bad.

And even though,
I love you so,
I can't forget the past.

I also know,
I can't let go,
But we will never last.

Through the pain,
the sweat, the tears,
and times you made me mad.

And when I did have the chance to look into your eyes,

It was worth all the times you ever made me cry.

I know it would never work, so why even try?

But I just can't bring myself to ever say goodbye.