Me or them

I was always too proud
Too proud to apologize
You were never good with crowd
Still you helped me to realize

Realize I am better than that
Now I know that it was just idle chat
You never cared about me
Nothing is was it seemed to be

I hate your stupid lies
And i sit here and cry
I try to hide my pain and smile
Its going to work for a while

Youre still blind, you cannot see
See the way youre hurting me
You may think that friends are toys
Me or them, better make your choice