at night i sit and loathe all that can be dark
i bleed from the inside out and melt my own heart
i think it's probably best you don't say a word
then i can't misjudge what i thought i heard
see I'm not strong right now unsought to handle it
thats why i play it off like i can't do with this
but in my head I'm guessing
your not messing
but yet I'm fooled
I'm just a oven i just can't be cooled
you can sit and stare at me but i won't flinch
back me a gain st the wall to me i haven't moved an inch
it's been a while baby since i can say that i have been burnt
all of my pain honey is just another lesson Lent
sticks and stones but inside I'm giving up
i can act how i like I'm just not that tough
if it don't feel OK then nothing can fit
but i will put it down i guess I'll get over it
my eyes are sore from where you burnt a hole in them yesterday
i wanted i even begged i asked if we could just sit and stay
but most days I'm already torn before you can save me
I'm already hesitating over all that i can be to be crazy
insanity is a state of mind juts like love
but i admit soulfully not every hand fits the glove
open up and let it in
set like stone burns from within
I'm not frozen
it's me who's chosen
to stay cold
but I'm not going to lose my hold
open up your mind baby it's time you see
all of the demons honey thats just me
Black's not a color honey neither is white
but close your eyes again everything be alright
open up your heart baby i thinks it's time
you saw all the things I'd like to call mine
open up inside
i try to run but being chased is not my thing
I'd rather die than take another mans ring
i committed my self thats how bad it got
I'm like a kettle watch out i continue to get hot
if i were you I'd never say stop
but there again theres so many things that I'd drop
i won't beg you to see how i want to be seen
i rather live my life in a perfect dream
you sit and i can read you
even when i don't need to
I've seen a millions things all of which my mind has blown away
I've hared a million sentences but i can only remember what i heard you say
people tell me i am insane
but I'm here again
you might ask me why
but only you can make me cry
you have a power
don't let it get sour
you can try to run but I've told you it's better if you stay
I've hared you laugh before you won't when you hearer what i have to say
i won't tell them i promise i like being forbidden to you
touch me if thats what you want i give you permission to
you don't need to surrender
I'll remember
I'm not that messed up yet
i won't fore get
so if you lose your head
I'll be there instead
