I feel so trapped
Alone in this world
I'm tired of hiding my feelings
I'm tired of feeling depressed
Why can't I be normal?
Why can't I just hang out?
Every time I try to have fun
it just makes it worse
It covers up my feelings
It covers up my pain
Having fun gets me nowhere in this world
So, I vow to have no fun
I vow not to drink
I vow not to just hang out
I vow not to obsess
And most of all,
I vow to have no life
