Just tears in my eyes I tell myself,
Just tears in my eyes, from my cries.
Just cuts on my wrist, I tell myself.
Just cuts on my wrist, as I clench my fist.
Just blood on my hand, I tell myself.
Just blood on my hand, yet no one understands.
Just mom crying just a little, I tell myself.
Just mom crying, because I'm dying.
Just a lot of blood, I tell myself,
just a lot of blood, really a flood.
Just one last breath, I tell myself.
Just one last breath, and now it's death.
Just one more cutter, cutters tell themselves
Just one more cutter, they mutter.
Just one more death, doctors tell themselves
Just one more death as they take there last breath.
No one can handle theses things so they say,
I think this is the only way.
