Need You Back

With that knife,
You cut your life away,
I do not understand,
Why you could not stay.

I did not realize,
That things were so bad,
I knew they were not perfect,
I saw that you were sad.

But you insisted that you were ok,
said you would be fine,
but you left a suicide note,
making your pain mine.

And I am so angry
On my knees on the floor,
Screaming out to you,
I can't take it anymore.

I can not stand the pain,
Can not believe you are gone,
I know he left you,
But following him was wrong.

You could have staued,
I would have helped you through,
Do you know that?
i wanna follow you.

Because i miss you so much,
and it hurts so bad,
kills me down deep,
also the memories we have.

I need you so much,
to come back home,
but i know you never will,
and i feel so alone.

so broken without you,
remembering the friendship we had,
i want you back,
because i miss you so bad