Fake smile Fake Love

What should I do
you trap me so
I can't let go

I don't love you
I don't like you
your nothing to me

Your just another boy in school
Who wants one thing they all want

Can you see in my eyes there's nothing
Not even a little flame nothing nothing

What should I do
you trap me so
I can't let go

But still I kiss you
I hold your hand and smile
fear keeping me inside

Your not what I want not even close
Your a bad boy your a people person
your everything I'm not...and we hardly know each other

Do you know what you put me through
Do you really know what I see in you

Every night I ask myself "Why are you doing this...why"
I have a little voice in the back of my head "don't trust him, run away"

I push it away
I have no time to play
I have to, to stay

I can't let this go
I know, I know
I don't want to be-alone

I keep you here
so I don't go there
I don't like you dear

Every time I kiss you
you taste like smoke
I don't ask, cause you said you stopped

I hide my fear with a cute smile every time you try to go to far I push away
I know that's smart of me but I can't help but feel sad for you

I'm disabled when I'm with you
I can't say what I want
I'm like a robot

I count from Zero
Hoping this is a dream
I hate going to school

I have to tell myself "it will be alright" though I know it won't
I get to school, see you there with my friends my smile turns to fake

What should I do
What should I do
you trap me so
you trap me so
I can't let go
I can't let go

I hide my fear with a cute smile every time to go to far I push away
I know that's smart of me but I can't help but feel sad for you...